... ~ Not any more. ~ ...

Once upon a time I was falling in love,
but now I’m not in love.
Time goes by,
life goes on,
and all I can think of is my self now.

Sometimes when I think of it,
I want to throw a raging fit,
How could you do that ,
I still remember that horrid day,
The day you told me that big lie,
My anger towards you only grew,
For I know you told a lie.

My mind is not weaker n neither my heart,
And my life is not a game,
From that day I restarted my life.

I’m not going to forgive you for that evil deed,
now I just don’t care about you.
Don’t expect anything from me now,
I’m not going to do anything for u now.

So stop following me,
Stop calling me from unknown numbers,
Cox I have no interest talking to u,
Don’t ever think I love u,

Now u’ll understand why ur hurting so much,
I know u’ll cry,
Hope the bad things in life,
open your eyes to the good things,
you weren't paying attention to before.

You’re the one who is left behind,
because you're the one who lied,
and you're not the one I love...

...This is all about u & me (our life) ...

They met in the dawn of their childhood.
As kids they would play man and wife.
And they knew even then, before they were ten,
They’d share the rest of their lives.
They played in her tea-castle garden,
Neath the shade of an old tamarind tree,
In his poor Key West cloths, he gave her a rose
And whispered these words tenderly,
“tea mo, te quiero, carina” (“I love you, I want you my precious one.”)
He said as he whispered her name.
These words set her heart all aflame.
And they danced ‘Neath the stars to the sound of guitars,
“tea mo, te quiero, carina”

In the noon of their lives they courted,
No longer young children at play,
And they spoke not a word, only heartbeats were heard,
As they walked in the beach,
‘Neath the Shade of an old tamarind tree,
In his best Key West cloths, he gave her a rose
And whispered these words tenderly,
“tea mo, te quiero, carina” (“I love you, I want you my precious one.”)
In the twilight of his life she goes walking,

To their song was first sung.
And she sees his sweet face in memory’s found place,
In a time when they were both young,
Now he sleeps in an old cemetery.
‘Neath the Shade of an old tamarind tree,
In her old woman’s cloths she brings him a rose
And whispered these words tenderly,
“tea mo, te quiero, carina” (“I love you, I want you my precious one.”)
She says as she whispers his name.
These words set her heart all aflame.
She can’t hold back the tears after all of these years,
“tea mo, te quiero, carina” (“I love you, I want you my precious one.”)

....~ Just for you my friend ~.....

Sisters by god but not by birth,
We will be friends forever,
Until we die,
We have certain jokes that none would understand but you and I,
Together we share our story,
You’re the definition of the greatest friend to me,
Thanks for always being there for me,

Take my advice,
Forget the past,
There’s no other choice,
Just give a try
If u need any help just remember I’ll be there for u
If you’re in trouble don’t think like a caterpillar, this is the end of the world,
Think like a butterfly, this is only the beginning.

The life one is born is not necessarily our destiny.
Every one of us has the power to rewrite a story,
To recast the drama of our lives and,
Redirect the action of the main character, ourselves.

Remember our strengths grow out of our weakness,
If there is no pain there is no gain.
Nothing can stop you with the right mental attitude from achieving your goals and,
Nothing on earth can help you with the wrong mental attitude so always know what your attitude is.
Ur one, but still you’re one
You can’t do everything and,
Because u cant do everything
Don’t refuse to do something that u can do,
Always remember troubles are like babies,
They only grow bigger by nursing and,
Future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams

You may have a fresh start at any movement you choose,
For the thing we call ‘failure’ is not the falling down but the staying down
The doctor told me that I have two holes in my ear and,
That might create some problems in hearing,
But my mom told me that I don’t, and,
I believed my mother and,
Now I know that’s true,
So remember they love us a lot
They won’t let us down,
They won’t let any bad happen to us and,
They will always protect us from our falls.
We built foundation in our business,
But let me tell you,
The real foundation in life is our family.

Always remember we are not helpless,
There is always something we can do unless we die
Accept the things to which fate binds you and,
Love the people, with whom fate brings you together,
But do so with all your heart.

Last but not the least, my special advice to u,
Open your eyes and look for some man,
Or some work for the sake of men,
Which need a little time,
A little friendship,
A little sympathy,
A little sociability,
A little human toil,
It is needed in every nook and corner,
There for search and see, if there is some place,
Where you may invest your humanity…:P ( u knw wht i mean ryt)

...Truth...

I seek the truth in you
The weak lie is not you
So speak up..
The truth hurts but it works
The truth simplifies and dignifies
The truth sooths preserving your youth
The truth signifies and modifies
The truth is within and the best way to begin
The truth is a good start especially for sweethearts
The truth to any degree
Is a starting point to be free
Just like one and two make three
So speak up..

THIS LEAF NOW

This leaf now, falling off God's handiwork, the tree,
Fell gracefully to earth,
Broke free
Majestic mooring's fettering rope -
Left house and home, perhaps in hope,
Finds life a little different now - the dope.

This leaf now, perhaps in pride, cried, 'Leave me - go!'
As it stomped outside,
Fell down slow,
Took everything in its stride -
Lay there grinning self-satisfied,
Thought wind was just for rustling, very nearly died

This leaf now as it found itself blown in the wide,
Wide frightening world,
It wasn't told
That life played rough, a little tough,
It choked, disliked the joke, a feeble croak,
'I wasn't ready - wait! I'm sure somebody's lied!'

This leaf now, come to rest with friends, is not so sure
It knows the rules,
Feels sore,
Wishes for a greater part
In God's grand plan of destiny
(Trouble is in real life nothing comes for free) -

This leaf now, so sad, struggling on, not all that bad,
Finds partner at last,
(Feels glad),
Starts contemplating children
(A little mad) and security,
Appreciates at last the strength of that great tree,

This leaf now - fighting in the ferocious maw of life,
Old troubles fading fast,
Insane strife,
Has no time to dream or think,
The frenzied die repeated cast
Brings it sweating in the night to a fevered brink,

This leaf now: ageing fast, its body bent to dust,
Crumbling, tired, at last
Looks back, reflects,
Remembers where it came from,
Sees where it's going next,
Confirms its hopes and dashes off despair,

This leaf now, nearly free of every worldly care
Considers its brief hour
Well spend there
On the lonely, hardened ground -
Looks sadly, regretfully around,
Is rotted silently to earth without a sound,

This leaf now ....
What happened in that brief and trembling flight
From tree to soil,
What grand Might
Arranged its little trip,
And was it fun, and did it slip?
Who knows? There's only silence
In which a dull wind blows ..

...I Hope...

hope to fly away someday
So I can soar the blue skies

I hope to become one with nature
So I can understand the world a little better

I hope to make all my dreams come true
So that I may live a content life

I hope to perish this world in quiet peace
So that I don't have to die in agony

I hope to grow old and gray
So that I can say,
'I lived through those times, back in my day.'I

......~ Lovely Depression ~......

Isn't great to be falling in love?
to set your heart soaring to the great heights above?
eternal springtime, wistful and long
lyrical rhymes bringing forth joyful song
lips for the kissing, the earthy smell of hair
the feelings of passion in the evening air
strong as the eagles! white as the doves!
Isn't it great to be falling in love?

But isn't it great to be all alone?
to be isolated, to never be known
never an arm to carress your back
to fortify the strength you so often lack
You make your own hopes, future and plans
living by wits, never needing a hand
knowing yourself both inside and out
self-reliance is what I'm talking about!
no companion in the darkest of nights
no one to share victory at the end of the fight
you can live in darkness, who needs the light?
you need no shoulder to hold in lovely twilight
when everyone else grabs their lover's hand
it is desolate, unaided and solitary you stand
starved of affection, emotionally skin and bones
I say, isn't it great to be all alone?

I stand alone, mighty and strong
with a deep-felth expression wistful and long
thinking I'd rather be bent, decrepid and weak
so I could find this elusive companion I seek
I once had this friend, but that is the past
those feelings of affection never do last
they burn as fire on a lighted candle wick
strong at first, but at end dead and sick
they are hurricane forces! blasts of passion
but they all blow over, in a timely fashion
but maybe he will come again, perhaps in another person
so he can reject me, so my situation will worsen
so ironic and fickle is the human emotion!
so often lacking honor, trust and devotion!
so I withdraw in myself, forming my shell
for though some may know me, none know me well
I go deep into myself, no one to disturb me
unfindable now, so no one can hurt me
I am my own company, as my joy starts to lessen
dwelling right here, in this lovely depression