~ 'Do I belong?' ~

"Lost in a world so full of rights,

Nobody cares to see my plight.

Born as a child filled with a want,

I am still the female gene nobody wants.

Excluded from society,

Here I stand losing my dignity.

What more could i ask for than a life,

But now I pray for my delight.

Day by day, I am a liability,

I stand now showing you my ability.

I am the child you once rejected,

And now all I ask is for you to take me back."

Note: This poem is based on a voice of a distressed child due to child abuse. Many children may not even be aware that they are being abused. its important for parents to be aware and protect their children. As responsible adults we must teach children how to be on the alert, and how to react and ask for help from others in case of sexual abuse. we shuld listen to kids and what they are saying, never ignore a child. Its our responsibility to help them, n we shuld believe dat its not there fault, and accept them like others, cox they have same equal rights.

.. Life's Choices ..

Life is full of choices

Make sure you pick the right one

Don't listen to the voices

Hear only yours and you have won

Many people will tell you

You need to change your looks

Don't take to heart their view

Fabulous bods are found only in books

There is only one voice

That you should listen to

It will help make the right choice

That is perfect just for you

Your looks are your own

Someone will always love you

You will never be alone

Look in the mirror and you'll see who

... A Womans Worth ...

She gave life. She is a wife.

She is a mother and she is a friend.

She is a sister a survivor to the end.

Appreciate her, we don’t dare.

Ask her worries, we don’t care.

Wipe away her tears, they are invisible as air.

She works cooks and clean.

She laughs, helps comfort, and hides her pain.

When you struggle she pulls you through

All this is she and what do we do?

Complain and create a mess.

Provide stress and leave her feeling depressed..

Push her away and ignore her advice.

Tell her she is nothing without thinking twice.

Told she was nothing and would always be used

just for pleasure forget her pain.

She swallows her pride, put her feelings aside.

Does as you need in order for you to be free.

Ignores your ignorance and tolerates your flaws.

You call her Bitch, Slut, Hoe and Tramp

She answers with pride dignity and a complete loss of self.

You call her nothing.

I call her Strong, Smart, Sensual, Caring, Giving, Surviving, Tolerant and powerful

I call her WOMAN!

~ ☆ Life is not a fairy tale. ☆ ~

When I was a kid I loved to read fairy tales.
All those tales starts with “once upon a time, there lived a girl….”
Ends with, “They lived happily ever after.”
Which bought a smile on my face.
Hoping that one day the same would happens to me.
But stupid I did not know what that really meant.

And the days flew by, Grew older, Started to realize things.

Things got unraveled.
Things got changed, but fairly tales remained with me and brought happiness and sunshine, which made my face bright.

I dreamed of beings one of those princess.

Hoping that one day my prince will come, someday I’ll find my love. How trilling that moment will be, when the prince of my dreams comes to me. He’ll whisper “I love you”. He’ll take me to his castle, we will sing together, when the wedding bells ring, and will live happily ever after.

By thinking all this I have waited for that moment impatiently, not knowing “its just no Fun being in love“.
I Just cant get everything that I want in this world unless I sacrifice something, it be my love too. Because there are only few lucky people in real world that they can have their own love as their mate. A companion who is clever and kind and to share an adventurous life for ever and someone who will let me make up my own mind.

I realized all those things after I fell in love with someone. Which made me face the truth.
I realized falling in love is just not enough and its just not the end of the world, to forget everything else.

~ ♥ One day ♥ ~

When I said goodbye to you,

we promised and vowed that,

we would see each other again,

some day,somehow, somewhere,

Just have no idea till now,

But our future seemed of full possibilities, despite our coming separation,

we just said goodbye,

Not forever,

but not again like this,

not again here,

but somewhere,

what hurts leaving each other was that your not only someone for me, but my everything,

still there is no other choice,

Just a goodbye,

Just tears,

Neither I can stop you nor I can go with you,

but I hope one day we will be together,

together forever,

I stood in the door way of new cemetery,

as always my stomach ached with dread and shivers of fear run through me like tiny sharp arrows,

I hope no one can tell I was trying to hold back my tears, but my two little sisters silently stared at me, and I turned Red from my ears down to my toes,

I kept my eyes on your dead body sneaking only quick peeks at their face.

Tried to hold back my tears,

but at the last minute,

I burst in to tears and cried.

I dunno but I guess you heard me crying,

but I know you cant do anything.

And so I cried till I feel my self free from all those sadness,

Days flew by, as we promised, as you told me,

Don’t hope, decide to face the truth,

we will meet one day.

... ~ Not any more. ~ ...

Once upon a time I was falling in love,
but now I’m not in love.
Time goes by,
life goes on,
and all I can think of is my self now.

Sometimes when I think of it,
I want to throw a raging fit,
How could you do that ,
I still remember that horrid day,
The day you told me that big lie,
My anger towards you only grew,
For I know you told a lie.

My mind is not weaker n neither my heart,
And my life is not a game,
From that day I restarted my life.

I’m not going to forgive you for that evil deed,
now I just don’t care about you.
Don’t expect anything from me now,
I’m not going to do anything for u now.

So stop following me,
Stop calling me from unknown numbers,
Cox I have no interest talking to u,
Don’t ever think I love u,

Now u’ll understand why ur hurting so much,
I know u’ll cry,
Hope the bad things in life,
open your eyes to the good things,
you weren't paying attention to before.

You’re the one who is left behind,
because you're the one who lied,
and you're not the one I love...

...This is all about u & me (our life) ...

They met in the dawn of their childhood.
As kids they would play man and wife.
And they knew even then, before they were ten,
They’d share the rest of their lives.
They played in her tea-castle garden,
Neath the shade of an old tamarind tree,
In his poor Key West cloths, he gave her a rose
And whispered these words tenderly,
“tea mo, te quiero, carina” (“I love you, I want you my precious one.”)
He said as he whispered her name.
These words set her heart all aflame.
And they danced ‘Neath the stars to the sound of guitars,
“tea mo, te quiero, carina”

In the noon of their lives they courted,
No longer young children at play,
And they spoke not a word, only heartbeats were heard,
As they walked in the beach,
‘Neath the Shade of an old tamarind tree,
In his best Key West cloths, he gave her a rose
And whispered these words tenderly,
“tea mo, te quiero, carina” (“I love you, I want you my precious one.”)
In the twilight of his life she goes walking,

To their song was first sung.
And she sees his sweet face in memory’s found place,
In a time when they were both young,
Now he sleeps in an old cemetery.
‘Neath the Shade of an old tamarind tree,
In her old woman’s cloths she brings him a rose
And whispered these words tenderly,
“tea mo, te quiero, carina” (“I love you, I want you my precious one.”)
She says as she whispers his name.
These words set her heart all aflame.
She can’t hold back the tears after all of these years,
“tea mo, te quiero, carina” (“I love you, I want you my precious one.”)